I don't know why I keep trying. Its like slamming your head into a wall over and over and over and over again... True love? Or stupidity? Ladies and Gentlemen... I'm afraid that its beginning to look like the latter. Anyway, school has been bearable so far... I should be getting stressed out now but I thank God that I'm not. Its like I'm floating above it. I hope I'm not avoiding reality. The project has gotten off to quite a slow start. But at least we still in time for the first submission due this friday.

Andy asked me about helping to mentor a few people. I think it'll be good. Made it clear that I still wanted one on one bible study. I want to start mentoring but I know I've got to deal with this first... Things really don't look good on this subject. To wait or not to wait. One way or another, I've got to stop this. I've got to put it aside.

I WILL spend time with God tonight...

::: Quote of the Day :::
Theres'a certain way a man stares at a woman he loves.
The man looks like a boy on his birthday and he treats the woman as if he were a gift that he's waited so long to open.